You know that feeling you get when you don’t do anything and you feel like you’re wasting your life away, even though it’s only been a handful of hours of inactivity?
Maybe you don’t. Anyway, I had my first day of work today from 4am-10am. I didn’t sleep the previous night because I’ve been going to sleep at 3am lately.
I didn’t do anything after work. Didn’t hang out with anyone, didn’t go to anyone’s house, didn’t do anything productive.
Nothing.
I went to sleep at approximately 8:30pm, and after 3 hours of sleep, I am awake again. Now I can’t sleep, because I feel I need to do something to feel like I’ve accomplished something for the day.
This is the worst feeling in the world for me. I feel empty, useless, and like there’s nothing I can do about it. It’s my own personal hell.
It feels like the worst day of my life.
